09-08-2010, 07:45 AM
Hello all, going to go right into it....
I had a dream, it started off as far as I can recall, I know I was practicing my kung fu. Soon after this we we're waiting for Sifu Micheal Casey to arrive on a plane, My pot dealer had a friend he was in contact with to pick him up.
There were some issues at some point, I was lying in bed with my dad, who died like 9 years ago.. it was 1:30 pm and it was pitch black outside.
Next thing I know I'm lying in my bed with my girlfriend, I have a massive hard on, pardon my lack of nicities, and she will not leave it alone! I ask and ask, but it's just not happening.. anyways, when THAT ends, all of a sudden I'm in my kitchen, with a few people, old old souls.. discussing truths about conciousness, and all sorts of things similar in nature to this. The ring leader was a woman, she wanted us to raise our hand if we beleived in what she was saying, or if you had some kind of similar input, most of what she was saying rang true to me in some way, I think she maybe asked 5-6 questions before all of a sudden, I'm in a conference room, They are discussing spirituality now.. They spoke of light, the light of Jesus, and how that such light is contained by boxes. This part is what I can't really remember, but they got very very in depth about these strange teachings, it was actually quite similar to some of the darker stuff carlos castaneda spoke of, but even more baziarre and.. just thinking about the room and those people is quite horrifying to me. I wish I could list all the details but my memory of it is shot.
Anyways, when that ended I was than in my basement, with all the lights out, sitting.. down comes my grandfather, so I think, but it's actually his father, than next comes my grandfather, they all say hi to me. Someone has just died I believe, my Dad, I think, and he was in some green light, they said, and they said my energy had been depleted, and that they were very worried about me, 2-4 of them were actually sitting on top of me, and it was making me feel realllly uncomfortable, They all seemed very concerned for me, and yet they didn't care about me at all. They wouldn't take their hands off my throat, It was sooo very horrible, I told them take your hands off my throat, I asked more and more assertivlely, Finally I told them I was going to leave if they wouldn't, that they were violating my free will. They we're kind of getting closer, it felt like they were doing circles around me, but they were just huddling closer to me, at least it looked that way physically.
I woke myself up with a technique I have used; putting my finger to my eye and opening it, in the dream and in real life at once.. anyways.
my throat is feeling more sick than it ever has.. and I have some reallllly deep disturbed feelings about the weird explanation they were giving me in that conferance room, I want to remember so bad.. but I feel like it will forever kept away from me.. Going to check out info on throat chakra and than try for some more sleep.. Had the feeling I HAD TO POST HERE a short while after I woke up.
I had a dream, it started off as far as I can recall, I know I was practicing my kung fu. Soon after this we we're waiting for Sifu Micheal Casey to arrive on a plane, My pot dealer had a friend he was in contact with to pick him up.
There were some issues at some point, I was lying in bed with my dad, who died like 9 years ago.. it was 1:30 pm and it was pitch black outside.
Next thing I know I'm lying in my bed with my girlfriend, I have a massive hard on, pardon my lack of nicities, and she will not leave it alone! I ask and ask, but it's just not happening.. anyways, when THAT ends, all of a sudden I'm in my kitchen, with a few people, old old souls.. discussing truths about conciousness, and all sorts of things similar in nature to this. The ring leader was a woman, she wanted us to raise our hand if we beleived in what she was saying, or if you had some kind of similar input, most of what she was saying rang true to me in some way, I think she maybe asked 5-6 questions before all of a sudden, I'm in a conference room, They are discussing spirituality now.. They spoke of light, the light of Jesus, and how that such light is contained by boxes. This part is what I can't really remember, but they got very very in depth about these strange teachings, it was actually quite similar to some of the darker stuff carlos castaneda spoke of, but even more baziarre and.. just thinking about the room and those people is quite horrifying to me. I wish I could list all the details but my memory of it is shot.
Anyways, when that ended I was than in my basement, with all the lights out, sitting.. down comes my grandfather, so I think, but it's actually his father, than next comes my grandfather, they all say hi to me. Someone has just died I believe, my Dad, I think, and he was in some green light, they said, and they said my energy had been depleted, and that they were very worried about me, 2-4 of them were actually sitting on top of me, and it was making me feel realllly uncomfortable, They all seemed very concerned for me, and yet they didn't care about me at all. They wouldn't take their hands off my throat, It was sooo very horrible, I told them take your hands off my throat, I asked more and more assertivlely, Finally I told them I was going to leave if they wouldn't, that they were violating my free will. They we're kind of getting closer, it felt like they were doing circles around me, but they were just huddling closer to me, at least it looked that way physically.
I woke myself up with a technique I have used; putting my finger to my eye and opening it, in the dream and in real life at once.. anyways.
my throat is feeling more sick than it ever has.. and I have some reallllly deep disturbed feelings about the weird explanation they were giving me in that conferance room, I want to remember so bad.. but I feel like it will forever kept away from me.. Going to check out info on throat chakra and than try for some more sleep.. Had the feeling I HAD TO POST HERE a short while after I woke up.