09-13-2015, 03:23 PM
I think it feels good time-to-time because we are channeling deeply unconscious aspects of what we truly are.
We are channeling self darkness (unconsciousness) and making it light in the world (concrete conscious expression).
I channeled an energy reminding me of an unbalanced warrior feeling a deep mania and hatred in the midst of battle. Needless to say I have not had many opportunities to express this feeling in my lifetime. Of course I have expressed these energies in past lives, but I have not had a chance yet to understand this part of myself in a clearer light, and knowing it is a part of my self I have felt deep regret for.
I think we channel these energies life after life so we may refine their expression and gather more and more understanding and love for these parts.
I do know that one of the main catalyst for Jeshua, especially as a younger entity in his experience was that of frustration and anger at the outer world.
We are channeling self darkness (unconsciousness) and making it light in the world (concrete conscious expression).
I channeled an energy reminding me of an unbalanced warrior feeling a deep mania and hatred in the midst of battle. Needless to say I have not had many opportunities to express this feeling in my lifetime. Of course I have expressed these energies in past lives, but I have not had a chance yet to understand this part of myself in a clearer light, and knowing it is a part of my self I have felt deep regret for.
I think we channel these energies life after life so we may refine their expression and gather more and more understanding and love for these parts.
I do know that one of the main catalyst for Jeshua, especially as a younger entity in his experience was that of frustration and anger at the outer world.