Harvest issues.

[APeacefulWarrior]

Sometimes I think that my ego or subconscious mind is trying to sabotage me from graduating. I keep getting the nagging thought that I'm not doing enough to earn it. Not sure if it's something we earn.

From my reading of the materials, its not something you earn in the sense of earning an A+ on a math test. It's more like passing a driving test to get your license. There are certain energetic vibrations and abilities which are fundamentally necessary to function on 4D+ planes, and either an entity possesses those abilities or they don't. Just as how no amount of studying for a driving test will matter if one cannot actually drive. It's not a matter of "deserving," but simply of doing.

And you still have plenty of time to learn and grow, even in Earthly terms. Don't let your fears hold you back. Don't focus on your mistakes, just learn from them and then let them go. Focus on your strengths, and on BEING the positive person you want to be.