Chakra Meditation and Stillness

[Minyatur]

I seem to have a fear of going deeper into the stillness. I typically stop the meditation and often go to sleep. On a mental level, I have an intense desire to experience oneness with the Creator, but once I am on the verge of crossing into the unknown, I back off. It is something I definitely need to work on.

I've experienced and not yet overcame this fear, to me it meant that I wasn't ready to lose everything that I currently am and cared about.

In a funny way this is the very same process the soul goes through to veil itself, it forgets what it has always been and cared about to rediscover itself.