09-04-2010, 01:22 AM
Seagrass, I am so delighted to meet you and learn your story. You are just the kind of weirdo that makes this community wonderful. 
Don't worry about long stories, we have plenty of electrons available if you need an additional online page.
You have obviously applied your understanding of psychology and astrology to think very deeply about your family, what made them the way they were and how that all affected your own core views of the world. Your shiny little gems of description represent, I suspect, a great deal of tumbling and polishing to get to those multifaceted layers of meaning. That's a lot of work!
As others mentioned, remember that you can be loving, happy, angelic child of light at any age.
We have several discussions here about freedom, love, and overcoming conditioned emotional responses. I hope that you find something that resonates for you, or create whatever topics help you in your journey.
There is so much more to appreciate about you and your spiritual path, but I'll wrap up for now by welcoming you to this self-chosen spiritual family where we can celebrate you, quirks and all.
Don't worry about long stories, we have plenty of electrons available if you need an additional online page.
You have obviously applied your understanding of psychology and astrology to think very deeply about your family, what made them the way they were and how that all affected your own core views of the world. Your shiny little gems of description represent, I suspect, a great deal of tumbling and polishing to get to those multifaceted layers of meaning. That's a lot of work!
As others mentioned, remember that you can be loving, happy, angelic child of light at any age.
We have several discussions here about freedom, love, and overcoming conditioned emotional responses. I hope that you find something that resonates for you, or create whatever topics help you in your journey.
There is so much more to appreciate about you and your spiritual path, but I'll wrap up for now by welcoming you to this self-chosen spiritual family where we can celebrate you, quirks and all.