08-06-2015, 11:29 AM
I think sex & balancing the red ray means being okay with the sexual lifestyle you are experiencing, even if that's none. What happens then with the sexuality being off balance in the red is that it leads to the other blockages in orange and yellow. So if you're all jumbled up in the lower rays, or your partner is, sexual experiences are not going to be satisfactory, anyway.
What we all really desire is to have green ray+++ sexual experiences, but that's pretty rare at random meetings and usually takes a cultivation of trust in a relationship. It's totally possible for two green-ray entities to find each other, serve each other with an energy exchange, and not have a relationship. But the real juicy energy exchanges take a decent amount of work, pre or post incarnative.
So maybe Icaro you should work on how that energy conciously travels through your system. Red ray/sexual desires > orange ray/thinking others don't value you enough to share transfers with you > yellow ray/feeling unworthy as a specimen (not good talking with ladies, not the best with small talk, etc), into more of a train of thought that red/sexual experiences are beautiful and plentiful and would be glorious to participate in > orange/others accept me and I accept them > yellow/I have my role in society and a compatible personality exists.
Socialization takes practice, for sure, trial and error. Getting out there in any way helps boost the confidence. I've always been terrible with small talk too but it is an almost necessary way to interact with other-selves. You can try reframing that in a different way, too. Why do you hate small talk? Is it because it's "boring", or the other self is "boring", or that you feel you are "boring"? Small talk, banter, and getting to know the lives of other people can be very, very fulfilling. But it's like everything else in 3D, you have to do some searching for the jewel in the rough.
I think that's where the red ray sex/red ray survival overlaps. It's scary to take that jump, that risk of allowing another person into your life intimately. They could hurt you, badly! Heartbreak is definitely deadly. But fear is rarely the reason to make a decision or take an action. "Better to have loved and lost...."
What happened in the two relationships your tried, recently? The outcomes, if similar, may point more specifically to where you are more likely blocked (orange or yellow).
Quote:The first energy transfer is red ray. It is a random transfer having to do only with your reproductive system.
The orange- and the yellow-ray attempts to have sexual intercourse create, firstly, a blockage if only one entity vibrates in this area, thus causing the entity vibrating sexually in this area to have a never-ending appetite for this activity. What these vibratory levels are seeking is green-ray activity. There is the possibility of orange- or yellow-ray energy transfer; this being polarizing towards the negative: one being seen as object rather than other-self; the other seeing itself as plunderer or master of the situation.
In third* ray there are two possibilities. Firstly, if both vibrate in third* ray there will be a mutually strengthening energy transfer, the negative or female, as you call it, drawing the energy from the roots of the beingness up through the energy centers, thus being physically revitalized; the positive, or male polarity, as it is deemed in your illusion, finding in this energy transfer an inspiration which satisfies and feeds the spirit portion of the body/mind/spirit complex, thus both being polarized and releasing the excess of that which each has in abundance by nature of intelligent energy, that is, negative/intuitive, positive/physical energies as you may call them; this energy transfer being blocked only if one or both entities have fear of possession, of being possessed, of desiring possession or desiring being possessed.
* This should be fourth or green. Don and Ra corrected the error in session 32.
The other green-ray possibility is that of one entity offering green-ray energy, the other not offering energy of the universal love energy, this resulting in a blockage of energy for the one not green ray thus increasing frustration or appetite; the green-ray being polarizing slightly towards service to others.
What we all really desire is to have green ray+++ sexual experiences, but that's pretty rare at random meetings and usually takes a cultivation of trust in a relationship. It's totally possible for two green-ray entities to find each other, serve each other with an energy exchange, and not have a relationship. But the real juicy energy exchanges take a decent amount of work, pre or post incarnative.
So maybe Icaro you should work on how that energy conciously travels through your system. Red ray/sexual desires > orange ray/thinking others don't value you enough to share transfers with you > yellow ray/feeling unworthy as a specimen (not good talking with ladies, not the best with small talk, etc), into more of a train of thought that red/sexual experiences are beautiful and plentiful and would be glorious to participate in > orange/others accept me and I accept them > yellow/I have my role in society and a compatible personality exists.
Socialization takes practice, for sure, trial and error. Getting out there in any way helps boost the confidence. I've always been terrible with small talk too but it is an almost necessary way to interact with other-selves. You can try reframing that in a different way, too. Why do you hate small talk? Is it because it's "boring", or the other self is "boring", or that you feel you are "boring"? Small talk, banter, and getting to know the lives of other people can be very, very fulfilling. But it's like everything else in 3D, you have to do some searching for the jewel in the rough.
I think that's where the red ray sex/red ray survival overlaps. It's scary to take that jump, that risk of allowing another person into your life intimately. They could hurt you, badly! Heartbreak is definitely deadly. But fear is rarely the reason to make a decision or take an action. "Better to have loved and lost...."
What happened in the two relationships your tried, recently? The outcomes, if similar, may point more specifically to where you are more likely blocked (orange or yellow).