Wanderers have to polarize?

[Cainite]

warrior, damn that green is beautiful. your humanity I crave and fear.. the positive me seeks humanity and green ray through martyrdom and self sacrifice/denial and sometimes other ways. my strong desire to become human has kept the beast in me dormant.. and also another desire to protect that which is pure and accept that which is true

light head, yes.. I didn't tell you about the positive me much. I don't have humans backing me up but animals are still on my side. I have served animals for some years and now we have a sort of metaphysical bond. my spirit is not a vampire. its condition is not static. it becomes like that by my own conscious effort now.

I wanted to appear more negative to get some blue responds