07-29-2015, 08:50 AM
Greetings
Recently I have come to the conclusion that I'm not positive and my chi has increased.. I can't harm innocents or be vile for a moment without hating myself either. and I have to remain noble no matter what.
so now I'm thinking I may be neutral in polarity. I see great service to myself in neutrality.. I have had experiences such as fighting demons that were in advanced second density form. my last fight with a female demon was fought completely magical and she was defeated easily. every time i find myself in higher densities while unconscious.. I am always alone except when I went to her lair to fight her. my best friend was at my side. my experience of intelligent infinity was also a very solitary one.. i felt no unity just glory and other good feelings! I was alone.. so am I negative or positive? can anyone help me?
Recently I have come to the conclusion that I'm not positive and my chi has increased.. I can't harm innocents or be vile for a moment without hating myself either. and I have to remain noble no matter what.
so now I'm thinking I may be neutral in polarity. I see great service to myself in neutrality.. I have had experiences such as fighting demons that were in advanced second density form. my last fight with a female demon was fought completely magical and she was defeated easily. every time i find myself in higher densities while unconscious.. I am always alone except when I went to her lair to fight her. my best friend was at my side. my experience of intelligent infinity was also a very solitary one.. i felt no unity just glory and other good feelings! I was alone.. so am I negative or positive? can anyone help me?