07-22-2015, 08:54 PM
But even if I were to teach what I learned, the concept of polarity would still be sort of alien to my new paradigm. My belief system now is closer to Buddhism. But I believe that a lot of the old Buddhist texts have a lot of distortion. I'm particularly attracted to the concept of non-attachment. I get a really high meditative state when I focus on that. But, contrary to what people might think, I don't suppress or repress my thoughts when I focus on non-attachment. Quite the opposite, now. I try to let the non-attachment be deeper than just inhibiting or accentuating certain thoughts. I've been reaching really sublime states lately.