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But to me even that seems boring. I think that it has to do with having schizophrenia. A hallmark symptom of schizophrenia is lack of motivation. I tend to only have motivation for things that are the opposite of work. For example, just wasting time on the internet all day. Life can be pretty meaningless for me a lot of times.

well, I can't speak to your unique situation, as I've not ever been diagnosed with your condition.

But it doesn't sound like a desirable circumstance to be in.

If I could ask, even before you had the diagnosis, weren't you already using  a lot of MJ, and avoiding the circumstances of life?