Financial Catalyst

[Lighthead]

I've already spoken about this, but I tend to get serious financial catalyst. It's either, I grew up poor, I am poor, I'm disabled so there's no real way for me to be financially independent, the person who is helping to support me is having trouble finding a job... and on and on. It just seems like one thing after another.

As far as how I've dealt with it... I don't think that I've really dealt with it in any other way than just accepting it. What I find has helped is being acquainted with astrology. So looking at my mom's chart as relates to transits, I see that she has some sunny days ahead as far as economic help. And it actually does seem like that's the case because it seems like she's getting pretty close to getting her insurance license. So that seems to be a future reality. There is some government assistance that we've taken advantage of as well.

It just gets kind of frustrating because it seems like I very much know what reality is all about (spiritually), but this thing is just like a thorn in my side. I'm pretty sure that as I get older I'll be able to have a much wiser perspective on all of it. I remember that when I was a kid, I just wanted the toys that the other kids had, but now my perspective is a much more mature one.