(07-19-2015, 03:30 PM)Farseer Wrote: It is the quality of self itself that has hate, so it's not really that I hate anything, it is the state of separation that fills me with hate. It's kind of hard to describe, it doesn't start or end with me, it's connected to the planet and galaxy.
You might put it that I feel all the self-hate that is held by all beings.
Is it like what sadness is to me? Although I'm currently mostly cut off from it.
I do think that despire it not starting nor ending with me, it does reflect much about myself else I wouldn't be working that.
Or perhaps we pick emotions at random to experience them all, what do I know.