06-28-2015, 11:57 AM
A hundred times I've sat down on a stool at a crowded dance bar at 6pm and left at 2am, never having talked to another person except the barkeep.
I enjoy the company but have nothing to say.
The same pattern is repeated throughout my life.
Sitting across the breakroom table from someone I work with every day. Again. Nothing to talk about.
I was kicked out of nursery school on my second day.
It can sure tend to give you a complex.
Yet people always respond well to me and are comfortable being open very quickly. But that's almost always in a one on one.
The whole thing used to bother me a lot.
Then I gave up trying to be something I wasn't.
Examined what I am. Accepted what I am.
And I discovered my uniqueness.
I AM content. Happy even.
I enjoy the company but have nothing to say.
The same pattern is repeated throughout my life.
Sitting across the breakroom table from someone I work with every day. Again. Nothing to talk about.
I was kicked out of nursery school on my second day.
It can sure tend to give you a complex.
Yet people always respond well to me and are comfortable being open very quickly. But that's almost always in a one on one.
The whole thing used to bother me a lot.
Then I gave up trying to be something I wasn't.
Examined what I am. Accepted what I am.
And I discovered my uniqueness.
I AM content. Happy even.
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