06-28-2015, 02:35 AM
(06-03-2015, 11:35 AM)third-density-being Wrote: Hello Dear Yera,
Above all I'm sorry to read that You hurt your-Self (if it was You).
(05-31-2015, 04:16 PM)Yera Wrote: (...)
For some time now I have expressed frustration with my daily routine. My job, my familial obligations and the many little things I have to do just to get by each day have left me feeling exhausted and somewhat resentful toward what seems like a lack of time to pursue my own interests. Many times I have expressed a desire for a vacation- a temporary respite from the obligations of everyday life in order to "get myself in order." By continually investing in this desire, I created an opportunity to be given exactly what I was asking for- I can now no longer go to work, and am in a situation where I am forced to depend upon others instead of feeling that they are dependent on me.
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I think that bolded sentence (and all that follows) may be interpreted further. I think it’s quite possible, that You “did it to your-Self” and You’ve agreed to this on other/deeper levels.
From what You wrote, your Service to Other-Selves brought You to a point when it caused a progressive Imbalance. It is possible, that You were given (by your Self) a chance to reevaluate your Service/An-Idea-for-Service and analyze it in relation to your-Self (as equally important/valid “Component” as Other-Selves).
Even if above is a truism to You, due to your vast Experience and obvious Thoughtfulness, I think it is a Valid Point to consider.
All I have Best in me for You
I would agree; the toes 'relate' physical balance with spiritual balance (polarity). I have an issue with my right toes if I'm not actively STO, it acts as a physical reminder.