Meditation habits and tips

[Lighthead]

I believe we incarnate into these hearts and minds with extreme limitation as to grow more fruitfully. I believe Jesus had the opposite case where every bit of catalyst imaginable aided him on his path to his true self. We also must find our way to the true self if we so wish, however I think we do this through many dense lifetimes. I believe it was Ra who compared it to polishing of a crystal

Either through many dense lifetimes or many more lifetimes with little catalyst. It takes longer, but it's the same goal. And I personally think that if you pace yourself with not as much catalyst, you learn to more efficiently deal with catalyst. I think of it as, if you're life has very little catalyst, whatever catalyst comes along you gobble it as if you haven't eaten all day. You basically get hungry for catalyst.

Even though I hold this view, I apparently didn't program for easy catalyst. It seems strange that I would see this as more efficient and yet my higher self is not taking my advice. I don't know why that would be. Maybe my catalyst is to present myself with catalyst that doesn't align with the way I think the world should work, or "works better."