Meditation habits and tips

[Minyatur]

The experience is somewhat recent, it was the trip the day prior to the last trip I did. I've reached that state of mind by contemplating that Everything is Me and that I am Everything before going into a meditative state upstraight but immobile. I stopped because I couldn't handle it. Didn't feel like my human ego getting in the way but rather my unveiled ego not wanting to loose itself in the whole.

That was one of my two highest state of mind I achieved. The other was the day after with a bigger trip, and it was simply being very close to my 6D self being incarnated here. That is the state of mind I want to return to without using just a window unto it.

I've seen my true nature, and it is much more beautiful than anything I could've hoped to be.

That's good that you were able to block it. You probably would have gone insane. I think that I went insane from doing LSD. That's why I have schizophrenia. But I think that the type of LSD I did was something that went deep inside my subconscious. It went so deep that it even made my conscious mind think that it was low-grade acid. But soon after that was when I started having my first psychotic break. I wish I could have asked the dealer what kind of acid that was. I'm not even sure if he knew.

Plenum did a post about why one should care about these "training aids" because of the traumas they can create. I've consulted my guides before doing my two last trips and I've been told I didn't have to worry for myself but should instead worry more about those I tend to incite in using this mean.

I've built very little karmic accumulation within this lifetime, I've only had one person in my whole life that did bring me catalysts and I've had made peace with it. The rest of my life was mostly about not being bored.