Wide Awake and Smiling (finally)

[yogini13]

I like a lot of your story, some parts don't resonate well with me though. Such as the part of the man saying you cant save these ya-hoos.  I would say that your not the only special one around, no one is a ya hoo, and because we are all special.

I was a bit taken aback as well when he said that, but I probably didn't frame it correctly in context. It is not so much that I'm special or anyone else isn't. I agree - we are all in this together and everybody is special. What he said next was that I am not Jesus and my calling is not to sacrifice myself on a cross. He said everybody has the same choices and some people have chosen not to shift by their own free will. He said people of a higher vibrational frequency do the world more good by continuing to vibrate higher, rather than letting others drag them down to a lower level, which is what happens when "higher vibrators" allow "lower vibrators" access to their energy fields. The higher we each vibrate, the higher the whole collective vibrates. In part, he was referring to the toxic relationship I was in at the time, which was really pulling me down because I was trying to "fix" someone who didn't want to be "fixed." It's a catalyst that keeps coming back to me, so there must be something I still need to learn about it, but I have learned to protect my energy field better than I was at that time. I think ultimately what he was saying was more about not letting others harm you in the name of trying to help them. Thanks for reading my post and giving me an opportunity to clarify.