Forced Balancing or Forced Repression?

[Lighthead]

Ra: I am Ra. It is a challenge to answer such a query, for there is some confusion in its construction. However, we shall attempt to speak upon the subject.

The adept, whether positive or negative, has the same Matrix. The Potentiator is also identical. Due to the Catalyst of each adept the adept may begin to pick and choose that into which it shall look further. The Experience of the Spirit, that which you have called the Moon, is then, by far, the more manifest of influences upon the polarity of the adept. Even the most unhappy of experiences, shall we say, which seem to occur in the Catalyst of the adept, seen from the viewpoint of the spirit, may, with the discrimination possible in shadow, be worked with until light equaling the light of brightest noon descends upon the adept and positive or service-to-others illumination has occurred. The service-to-self adept will satisfy itself with the shadows and, grasping the light of day, will toss back the head in grim laughter, preferring the darkness.

There is an enormous difference in not recognizing something, and in recognizing something and then choosing to consciously reject it. A negative adept realizes exactly what it is doing. The confusion comes only when that rejection fails to produce results, somewhere in the sixth density. 

This part of the thread will probably get split, but it seems pointless to PM a singular comment to 5 different people and keep it from anyone else who may have been pondering the same thing. 

When I get on my laptop maybe I could post what I shared with Zachary in the PM. I'll just post the relevant ideas. I wasn't on the path for a long time (that can be a good thing), but I feel like I learned a good deal about the negative path in a short amount of time.