Wanting to be a Wanderer

[Lighthead]

Is it selfish to want to be a wanderer, or a 3D/4D dual?

Is anything but 3d native selfish?

Or is it hopeful?

It is natural to want to think we are already developed masters of space and time.  I'm sure many people find the thought of being an advanced spiritual being seductive and use it to alleviate feelings of inferiority and low self esteem in 3D life.  I'm not saying this is the case with you, just that I think there is danger in the wanderer idea in the temptation to see one as special or different, perhaps somehow more elite than the native 3D beings because of the wanderer status.

But whether you are a wanderer or not, it honestly doesn't matter.  You have always been the creator, since before time.  The only thing that keeps you from being the creator consciously in any given moment is the awareness, or attention, to the not being it.  

Any being can see through illusion.  If beings can do this in a moment, they may go forward in a moment, regardless of density level.

I also think that it's viewed as being sexy to be a wanderer (I think Monica mentioned that as well), but it's not really easy to be a wanderer. And the reality is far from being sexy. You have all these weird illnesses, some that doctors can't even explain. I believe that I'm a wanderer, and I have arthritis that makes me limp like someone who's old when it gets aggravated. And, needless to say, that doesn't make me look sexy at all. Unless you find a "pimp with a limp" sexy. You also experience severe alienation from others that makes it difficult to relate with or interact with others. If you are a true wanderer, there's absolutely nothing desirable about it. And to top it off, you can't really access to the fullest extent your talents and abilities from those higher densities. People need to get over this "I want to be a wanderer" trip. What we need to do is try to access intelligent infinity as often as possible so that it becomes a habit, so that we can get over this hump.