06-14-2015, 02:43 PM
(05-13-2015, 01:41 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I would accept your love was the first thing I thought of.
I would hope so. There are many who automatically refuse free love.
(06-13-2015, 08:30 PM)yogini13 Wrote: Hello, Joe;Hey, thank you for your post. I read your Wanderer story and it blew me away. I couldn't imagine meeting such people, having such clear synchronicities only ever happened to me for about 6 months when I took my work in consciousness seriously and lived by the Philosophy. To see how you have them so naturally was amazing but your points of view are the most helpful for me.
You have been here such a short time and yet I can see it's been very difficult. You would probably not have experienced so much catalyst unless you were quite advanced, but I realize it is hard to know that as you wear the veil.
I just wanted to tell you that when I was your age (years ago now) I was similarly whacked out by my experiences, yet I couldn't even begin to imagine loving other beings in the world. Now my heart is fully open and the traumas I experienced in my youth have been fully processed and released. It looks so much better from the other side! Hang in there, dear boy. You will be okay.
When I was married to a psycho (at your age) I had a dog that I loved very much. The night I left I had to leave quickly and I couldn't take much with me. I was afraid for my life, you see. As I rushed through the house, gathering what I could as quickly as possible, the dog was following me with great agitation. He had his leash in his mouth. I was afraid if I took him my X would kill me and the dog. Perhaps it was irrational. I left the dog out of fear. It was my deepest regret. I felt the guilt of it for years.
So I understand, in a sense, how you feel about Clem. You will let it go in time, but know that Clem has likely already forgiven you and moved on to a better incarnation.
You are a very talented writer and you are on the right path.
Much love to you.
Kirsten
I honestly believe myself to be advanced I guess you could say. I guess I feel like I have the power of a 'God' if you will, but none of it is available to me here and now by choice. I honestly have symptomology that tells me I'm 5D or 6D and synchronicities telling me I'm clearly a Wanderer of sorts. However I see that there is a push for me to consider things with Clem. It's odd how as the weeks pass, I feel more sadness about his being gone than anything. Seeing my other cat, Zona, growing old, panting heavily, purring softer and quieter, is heartbreaking. I carry her around like she's my baby haha
I am not talented. I am unique. Talented implies I could get far. I do not believe I will ever go far out there, or be able to extend a word out there that will reach even a fraction of the people the Law of One has in a way that will help them even a little bit. I don't want to hold myself to such standards, I am notorious to myself in sabotaging myself.
Your words were kindly. I have a powerfully strong feeling you will make far greater impacts in life than I ever will. You have the signs, if the desire to do the work ever arises. I will send my love and light, its the least I can do. If I could actually help the group you interacted with, I would.
But I'm in no place, I'm too busy dealing with fixing up myself first haha
Yet you inspire me to look into Yoga and more physical oriented spiritual services rather than the intellectual means I've pursued.
Please, feel free to offer any feedback or opinions of yours to me at any time. I am odd, I am full of darkness too. So I apologize if I come off more pure than I am or seem bipolar or crazy. I do identify as 'crazy' somewhat. I don't know a lot of things, but I care regardless.