What its really all about.

[Minyatur]

i think the material external world is exactly the same as the inner world. so happiness can be found in it, but only if u have that happiness already inside.

maybe, instead of shunning the external, embrace it. or not, i don't know ur path.

for me, after most of my life "on the inside" i'm trying now to embrace the external. i know i'm doing things backwards. everyone has their path though. i feel very lonely because i don't know anyone else like that.

Ah! It is quite normal work on the inside.  

This planet is already 4D in vibration but to open to it and perceive it, we need to work our inner vibrations to reach 4D ourselves and then it's as if the planet finally becomes able to show itself to us.

Many if not all are like that to at least some extent. The transition to the external clears a lot of ray blockages and is very liberating, but can't happen without inward work first.

You are not alone, I think it is very common for all of us to feel misunderstood by the external world.

Cheers,  If you read your online astrological birth chart, you might see you are not unlike others, you simply incarnated something among others.