Forced Balancing or Forced Repression?

[Lighthead]

Balancing through discipline: Meditation, Genuinely seeking through inner silence and stillness with an open heart and applying unspoken wisdom to daily life. Seeking to fully accept the experiences of the mind, to forgive oneself and other-selves. Consciously applying Will to see feelings, thoughts and actions in fully clarity and rather than indulging, instead, turning towards Love and Acceptance. Expressing this.

Repression: Turning away from something. Attempting to apply teachings of love through an egoic perception. Confusion. Lack of acceptance. Illusory.

I would agree with everything except with your description of repression as confusion. To be properly negative takes a lot of awareness. And when you're a negative adept, you have to be really aware to use the falsity of separation to confuse the masses. So if anyone is confused, it's the object of the repressed individual. As opposed to the subject; the individual itself. That is, the repressed individual.