Negativity and Polarity

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As a child I bullied someone for a while until I realized how stupid it was. I didn't have any particular reason, I thought it was fun at the time. I "bullied" some other guy a bit younger but we were friends along the way, I was just a really annoying kind of friend. I would spin his lunch box every single freaking day and hit it on a wall and his yougourt would always explode and go into his sandwich. When thinking back about it I was wondering what his mother thought of it or if he cleaned it up himself and she never knew. As a child I was hyperactive and hard to keep under control, that was overcome with laziness.

I was reflecting on my past a few weeks ago but I usually never think of my youth. I don't think I had any karma related to it because I simply at some point thought of myself as stupid. I think it was a normal part of the process, childhood is very unconscious in itself so the purpose might simply be a retrospective of it.

I still have a tendency to annoy others but well my friends do remain my friends and still do call me (I never or almost never call people). I am what you would call a troll.


With what you said about the quality of threads, digging up old thread might be a good idea to bring back different focus than what is currently present in the new threads.

I think that is true, and I do often have that perspective on it. I think to myself, "Oh, I was just a stupid kid." And that usually helps to make it better. So I think that we do have to realize that it sometimes is part of the growing process. The path to maturity.