Excuses!

[mjlabadia]

Hi Van,

 Yes, I can identify with what you're describing. For me, it is an almost excruciating difficulty during the initial "engagement" phase. The initial stages of starting something. Almost as if there is some type of spiritual "power drain" takes place. 
 I also get this often when engaging Other-Selves on the phone and face to face. It is almost exhausting.

 I have to fight this particularly hard now. I have just started a new company,...and it takes every bit of strength I have to remain focused. 

 I have developed SOME coping skills, but there are times when even these aren't reliable.

 One of them is my environment. If I can get myself alone,....away from the "psychic interference" of Other-Selves,......especially in a rural, country environment,...I can get into that "zone". But that isn't always possible, and that is just regarding a work situation.

 I think you're describing a general "frozen life" concept. Again,...I sympathize and identify, Joe.

 I don't want to make another one of my long, babbling posts.

 Joe,..you're definitely NOT ALONE!!

 Can you flesh it out for us,.....more at the 3D level? I am not as advanced as most of you, and mostly have worked at the practical application of the Law of One at this lower plane,...due to the limitations in my understanding.

Maybe together, all of us can share some coping skills with which we can reinforce our spiritual foundations.

Describe more what the feeling is at the microcosmic level. For instance with your writing.  Can you put into words what you are feeling emotionally AND physically,......when engaging in the activities that you procrastinate at?