08-17-2010, 10:16 AM
A dream i saw long ago made me understand the matrix of the spirit and potentiator of the spirit, and how they relate to male and female. i realized this around 1.5 days ago.
Dream starts. it is time/space, evident. the backdrop is dark. (time/space dark) i stand right there, as if waiting for 'dream' to start. i seem to be clothed in white, 'spacely' feeling overalls. i am looking towards ahead, but i also am seeing me from outside, behind my back. there is a blonde female entity to the right of me. she seems to be clothed in a spacely looking white one piece. she is shorter than me a bit. we look like 'ordinary' spacely aliens. her hair is tied from below, in a pigtail. she leans to my right shoulder and kisses me on the right cheek, then walks towards the direction im looking, a few paces away. its not too distant, but not too near.
there, he first corresponds, interacts or maybe kisses a male entity (blurry and irrelevant to me) on her left, gives her a hand. then, she turns to her right (her back is towards me during these) and interacts with another male entity to her right. during these, something personal happens, which is irrelevant to the subject at hand, and i am not going to tell. however, after these, she turns towards me, the male on (now her right, still my left) the left, holding her right hand on top of his palm, and the male now on her left (still my right) holding her right hand on his right palm. she doesnt look like an ordinary 'spacely' alien anymore, but she looks like a goddess/queen, a huge tiara that encompasses all her head, hair and shoulders, and extending way down below to her feet, actually her whole body manifestation seems like tiara-like ornaments extending out from her. the tiara/ornaments seem white light, and the space that defines the ornaments seem dark (like time/space darkness). she starts walking towards me, her right hand being held by the entity on her right, and her left on her left, for part of the way, and then letting go of her. and as she approaches me her tiara like ornaments seem to extend even further than her body.
i feel like i am flowing from within those ornament-like pathways, tiara, from within her. i feel that i am the light that extends outwards towards those tiara/ornaments as they extend outwards from her. and the shape of those ornaments, extending out, is her. ornaments extend further as she approaches me. she is the shape, and i am flowing within that shape. as she comes near me, dream ends.
so, 1.5 days ago i realized that this dream was more than what i suspected it, and it helped me realize how the matrix of spirit, and potentiator of the spirit are. and, conclude finally that matrix of the spirit is indeed female, and potentiator of the spirit is male.
matrix of the spirit is female, it is dark. it has shape, but lacks potential. potentiator of the spirit is male, it is light like lightning. bright. it is stale, unmoved. it doesnt happen without matrix of the spirit. the potentiator is given shape by the matrix, its movement is defined and enabled by the matrix.
Dream starts. it is time/space, evident. the backdrop is dark. (time/space dark) i stand right there, as if waiting for 'dream' to start. i seem to be clothed in white, 'spacely' feeling overalls. i am looking towards ahead, but i also am seeing me from outside, behind my back. there is a blonde female entity to the right of me. she seems to be clothed in a spacely looking white one piece. she is shorter than me a bit. we look like 'ordinary' spacely aliens. her hair is tied from below, in a pigtail. she leans to my right shoulder and kisses me on the right cheek, then walks towards the direction im looking, a few paces away. its not too distant, but not too near.
there, he first corresponds, interacts or maybe kisses a male entity (blurry and irrelevant to me) on her left, gives her a hand. then, she turns to her right (her back is towards me during these) and interacts with another male entity to her right. during these, something personal happens, which is irrelevant to the subject at hand, and i am not going to tell. however, after these, she turns towards me, the male on (now her right, still my left) the left, holding her right hand on top of his palm, and the male now on her left (still my right) holding her right hand on his right palm. she doesnt look like an ordinary 'spacely' alien anymore, but she looks like a goddess/queen, a huge tiara that encompasses all her head, hair and shoulders, and extending way down below to her feet, actually her whole body manifestation seems like tiara-like ornaments extending out from her. the tiara/ornaments seem white light, and the space that defines the ornaments seem dark (like time/space darkness). she starts walking towards me, her right hand being held by the entity on her right, and her left on her left, for part of the way, and then letting go of her. and as she approaches me her tiara like ornaments seem to extend even further than her body.
i feel like i am flowing from within those ornament-like pathways, tiara, from within her. i feel that i am the light that extends outwards towards those tiara/ornaments as they extend outwards from her. and the shape of those ornaments, extending out, is her. ornaments extend further as she approaches me. she is the shape, and i am flowing within that shape. as she comes near me, dream ends.
so, 1.5 days ago i realized that this dream was more than what i suspected it, and it helped me realize how the matrix of spirit, and potentiator of the spirit are. and, conclude finally that matrix of the spirit is indeed female, and potentiator of the spirit is male.
matrix of the spirit is female, it is dark. it has shape, but lacks potential. potentiator of the spirit is male, it is light like lightning. bright. it is stale, unmoved. it doesnt happen without matrix of the spirit. the potentiator is given shape by the matrix, its movement is defined and enabled by the matrix.