Well I'm quite the other way. I've never had much emotional charge behind anything I'd do since as far as I can remember. There was one person person who could generate joy/sorrow in me and I thought it made me as an exception to my usual self. It made me into what I usually was not.
Now I'm working on bringing out emotions from deep within up to the surface, but that is because I deepen my understanding of my own existence. Prior to that, I never thought of it as unfufilling or boring in itself, it was what I was and it was well.
Now I'm working on bringing out emotions from deep within up to the surface, but that is because I deepen my understanding of my own existence. Prior to that, I never thought of it as unfufilling or boring in itself, it was what I was and it was well.