Learning to Love Indifference

[Stranger]

Look, Van, everything you said was my perspective also prior to awakening. I don't know why this world was created the way it is, or made this way through STS interference, or whatever. Certainly that's not a possibility to be dismissed, since STS entitites actually feed on negative emotion and are doing everything in their power right now to protect their cherished food source, the Earth. But they will fail, as they ultimately must do in all respects. And that simple fact - that they are inevitably destined to fail - gives me hope and faith in this Universe.

Back to your main point. We are co-creators. just like the Sun is responsible for co-creating this solar system, we are responsible for co-creating our individual spiritual/emotional state. We have full control over it. Therefore, if you don't like the state you've created within yourself so far, why not change it? Endless love and support are available to you - to each one of us. Purge negativity within yourself and reach toward love; radiate love and it will fill you with happiness and radiate to others around you, helping to make the world less bleak in a very concrete way.

Why complain about it and do nothing, when the tools and possibilities of transforming what you don't like into what you would like are fully under your control?

Really, the biggest gripe I have with the way things work is that the knowledge of how to attain happiness is hidden, and we have to discover it through trial and error. But that's no longer true for either of us. We have, thanks to Ra's awesome gift to mankind, exact knowledge of what needs to be done. So we can't really blame anyone other than ourselves at this point for not doing it!