Learning to Love Indifference

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It might help to realize that the only way to experience heaven is to experience hell. It starts out with the utter chaos of catalyst in 1D and on and on until we get better at utilizing catalyst until we no longer need that much catalyst. Trust me when I say that when you're bored off your ass there in 6D, you're going to be dying to get back here to 3D to experience the absolute roughest things possible. And if you think that that is one sick joke, then I would assume that you would think that any learning process that is primarily difficult is one big sick joke. Learning how to ride a bike sucks at first, but when you're able to do tricks on the bike it doesn't suck anymore; if anything, the opposite. How do you think that any higher being could be given greater and greater responsibility if he or she weren't tried and tested first? You have to first demonstrate you can ride a bicycle if you want to get your M2 (motorcycle) license. I for one am glad that I don't live in a universe where everything is handed to me.

I have either:

A. Been through the hardest imaginable incarnation to get where I am.

Or

2. Going to go through the hardest imaginable incarnation to go even further.

And it might seem pointless, but eventually, you just get it. You get better and better at dealing with catalyst. And it's all to your benefit, and it's all to the universe's benefit. How does a king establish his lineage? Not by sitting on his ass.

Simple as that, jack.

Let's try to separate the Soul's desires from a Human's.

And regarding the bolded.

...I think some literally actually have established their linage, while sitting.  If you...If ya catch ma drift, man -nudge nudge-

But I know this as well, it's not the issue.  The issue is the perspective from the Human's point of experience

If you notice, I said, establish his lineage. I'm not talking about his descendants who are sitting on the throne and looking pretty. I'm talking about what that king did for himself and his perhaps ungrateful descendants.