Learning to Love Indifference

[Indigo Light]

I'm just going through a really rough patch with myself.

I can't seem to comprehend how Indifference and Unconditional Love are any different in action when viewed side by side, especially when dealing with indifference.

I see it as.  In indifference you may sometimes act the same way as if you were providing unconditional love.

Someone attacks, with indifference or love as a response, does one not basically allow ones self to be attacked?
But is it still the fault of the attacked for letting the attacker attack?

Or.  My biggest issue is just plain indifference.  I'm having a hard time loving its infinite ways of letting people do whatever they want to me...

I understand how you feel. There is a huge difference between indifference and unconditional love. indifference is a lack of understanding, and no care for what happens. Unconditional love is awareness that the being attacking you, is you, and you know they don't understand it. So you still love them, its not about the physical result looking the same sometimes, in given situations. Its about the deeper understanding, and acceptance of these other-selves. The universe is more about intent then, what we as humans think of as results. You ever intended to help someone out, and the "results" didn't turn out well? Well the intention is what was important. If you look at indifference and unconditional love, there are huge discrepancies in the intentions department.