03-20-2009, 09:50 AM
Hello fairyfarmgirl.
As long as I can remember, I've never really been -here-, rather partly in intelligent infinity, or what you wish to call the 'personal space' we all experience in timelessness.
This has brought me much difficulty since I did not know how to handle it for many years, all information racing through my head making me insane. My hands melting through the thin fabric of this illusion. It was only until I brought some limitation such as prayer and intention in myself so I could extract what I could handle that I became more harmonious, and there I found LOVE. =)
I've cursed my head for so very long, I could not make sense of anything, not even knowing what is real, but now I'm finally at peace.
The infinity is not insanity, it is all as it should be. It is love.
I am also now also only consciously meditating in the evening/night, it brings less problems indeed, haha =)
As long as I can remember, I've never really been -here-, rather partly in intelligent infinity, or what you wish to call the 'personal space' we all experience in timelessness.
This has brought me much difficulty since I did not know how to handle it for many years, all information racing through my head making me insane. My hands melting through the thin fabric of this illusion. It was only until I brought some limitation such as prayer and intention in myself so I could extract what I could handle that I became more harmonious, and there I found LOVE. =)
I've cursed my head for so very long, I could not make sense of anything, not even knowing what is real, but now I'm finally at peace.
The infinity is not insanity, it is all as it should be. It is love.
I am also now also only consciously meditating in the evening/night, it brings less problems indeed, haha =)