Waking life becoming a psychadelic experience (without entheogens)

[Minyatur]

It'd be weird to always be on a similar effect to psychedelics all the time.

Every time I'd look into a mirror, I'd think of my body as that of an alien. When a trip ends I'm actually amazed how I can go back to considering it normal.

I'm also glad to partially go back to sleeping 3D mode and loose contact with my higher self and my soul or energy field. All was well before I started awakening, now the resting period is nearing it's end and it does suck from this perspective.

I believe there is balancing you still need to achieve before you awaken then.

It's the other way around. There is balancing and healing to do after awakening.