05-20-2015, 02:00 PM
I get that a struggle is somewhat needed. I also didn't consider polarization through teaching, more so just pure actions. Might be where I made a few mistakes back in the day lol
This sounds like what happened to me for a while. It truly is like your personality becomes hollow or transparent. The empathy becomes psychic like, I was able to literally see (without physically seeing) the energy occurring around people in such a way as to understand their mental and emotional states and how I needed to respond to them for the most efficacious outcome.
The Confederation refers to it as Becoming the Creator I think, surrendering yourself to the Creator to become the Creator. In that instance, for me, my personality became very light, I could almost turn off my own ego in order to approach anything with pure love. I was able to look at my Mom as she yelled at me for something typical, and calmly tell her the most blunt truth about what she was actually doing by simply reading her state of being.
I honestly miss that entire state of consciousness. But I'm not ready for that level of unconditional love anymore. I performed it, found I loved, and then needed to move on I guess. Work in Consciousness at 22.
I think I'll develop my own path more efficaciously before I begin to tread it. And perhaps I won't stumble blindly down a path I knew next to nothing actually about this time, even if it was one of the greatest experiences spanning half a year of my life I've ever had, and probably ever will.
Minyatur Wrote:If you truly become selfless and blend into unity. You would not filter any of your action through your own will and would simply provide what is needed whatever that is
This sounds like what happened to me for a while. It truly is like your personality becomes hollow or transparent. The empathy becomes psychic like, I was able to literally see (without physically seeing) the energy occurring around people in such a way as to understand their mental and emotional states and how I needed to respond to them for the most efficacious outcome.
The Confederation refers to it as Becoming the Creator I think, surrendering yourself to the Creator to become the Creator. In that instance, for me, my personality became very light, I could almost turn off my own ego in order to approach anything with pure love. I was able to look at my Mom as she yelled at me for something typical, and calmly tell her the most blunt truth about what she was actually doing by simply reading her state of being.
I honestly miss that entire state of consciousness. But I'm not ready for that level of unconditional love anymore. I performed it, found I loved, and then needed to move on I guess. Work in Consciousness at 22.
I think I'll develop my own path more efficaciously before I begin to tread it. And perhaps I won't stumble blindly down a path I knew next to nothing actually about this time, even if it was one of the greatest experiences spanning half a year of my life I've ever had, and probably ever will.