(05-20-2015, 01:03 PM)VanAlioSaldo Wrote: I'm honestly just trying to find a way to reconcile all this turmoil I've perceived from this octave in this one incarnation alone...Which...Is a lot more than I was expecting to find. I am empathic to a high degree. When I see suffering, I do feel it enough to hurt from it. And for the longest time, there was so much pain and suffering all around me in others that I was suicidal just because the world was horrible around me. In a sense, it still is, I just now know there's more to it than just all of that.
I think you're right, APeacefulWarrior, that to a certain point, Service to All in concept does become neutralized by extremes in polarity, where extreme action is needed to polarize up to 95%, I'd hope there would be some kind of...Unique set up to allow for this to occur without turmoil. For both paths. While 51% service to Others is also extreme in that it's not easy making sacrifice genuinely out of love after a certain point. Especially towards one intentionally using you.
I don't see why there must be conflict. I truly cannot understand it, if we all took a bit longer to just...Work this all out. We could all not suffer so heavily and still evolve. If not to reduce the overall 3D perspective of suffering, then to provide a 3D concept of unity. (I am so very keen on this issue of too much suffering...It might be my downfall conceptually)
All Paradoxes get resolved, this includes the apparent STS/STO paradox of polarity. I am trying to blend both paths into a third way. Both paths use all of the same things, with the intentions directed differently manifesting different occurrences. Minyatur actually touches upon it better than I in my opinion.
I need to work on being more short in my posts...
Well if you think about it, if you are from 6D this may be simply you feeling the need of the lessons of your next density. Ra seemed to indicate that you change density when you feel the need of the lessons of the other density.
Usually whatever way I act, I usually perceive the catalyst of both ways and ain't really learning anything from either. So I do think that acting in a selfless manner to perceive what the other self truly needs despite what he wants seem more important than what I do want to provide personally.
My struggle would lie in feeling what the other self truly needs, this connection would probably be what we call unity and require to let go of the self fully.