05-17-2015, 07:45 AM
(05-16-2015, 01:49 PM)Matt1 Wrote: Does anyone ever get the feeling the matrix has you? I am starting a new job on Monday and i am about as uninspired at the thought of working in yet another office call center/administration role just for some cash in order to buy meaningless objects and to survive. In other news, i have concluded that dating websites are almost worthless. In short i guess i am having a moment that feels like the matrix has me.
in my teen years i watched myself subconsciously try to kill myself in subtle & less subtle ways. eventually i had to detach myself from the matrix to feel myself again. to right myself. it's not easy either way.
have u tried OKCupid or meeting people via likeminded message boards? or *gasp* IRL?