05-16-2015, 11:50 PM
(05-16-2015, 11:47 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(05-16-2015, 11:44 PM)Tan.rar Wrote:(05-16-2015, 11:39 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(05-16-2015, 11:35 PM)Tan.rar Wrote:(05-16-2015, 11:31 PM)Lighthead Wrote: It's not something that I can really describe with words. It's just something that I can feel at this point. I see it more as an intent to please myself. I don't want to go outside of the bounds of society to do it because I don't see facing the repercussions of that as pleasing myself. I see it mostly as viewing things from a different perspective. But that's what I have to investigate deep within myself. For example, I still want to be vegan. But I don't want to be vegan because I want to be so ethical towards animals. I literally feel that it's the healthier option. So I'm doing it to please myself. The movie is Wedding Crashers. It might have been said in another movie as well since I don't really see the style of that movie as being that of an outlier.
Pleasing oneself is not the exclusive enjoyment of the negative path by any means, but I can understand that, especially since typically positive spirituality is typified by giving.
If you may so enlighten me, what else is the enjoyment of the negative path? And I'm not being sarcastic, I really do want to know. Maybe it's something that I'm sensing that I can't put into words.
Power, self-control, dominance in life. The negative path isn't about pleasing the self, it's about perfecting the self, it's about rising to the top. It's about becoming the Creator exclusively, without others. In that, the negative enjoys much wisdom, cleverness and influence.
And that's exactly the kind of thing that I'm drawn to. I think that society views those kinds of things as taboo to want to pursue, or at least to admit that you want to pursue. But maybe that's because this planet is gearing towards 4D positive, if anything. Or else be destroyed and society becomes mothmen.
I believe there are positive manifestations of these attributes, but indeed are much longer coming and less likely to be desired following the positive path. In positive there is competition but not to the extent of dominance and control.