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[VanAlioSaldo]

As much as I don't like to admit it, as I like to believe myself a mature person, I sometimes get scared about whether I will harvest or not.  Maybe that is selfish I don't know.

With Love from someone who does selfishly want to be harvested, I too am somewhat horrified at the prospect of possibly having to not only reincarnate several times with the chance of things like this happening again to me.  I also on a positive edge think it may be a chance to reconcile many...horrible experiences in this life in a loving light.  I'm going to honestly suggest to you that you consider focusing less on that fear of being harvested or not, and more on the Desire to be of Service to Others.  If you genuinely love from an open heart that alone, as simple as it can be for some, and a bit more long-winding for others, is all you need to do to be harvestable.  It's not truly something hard, it just requires that we have enough discipline to attempt to do those desires we have.  If we desire to graduate for a selfish reason, like I do, I try to reconcile it with the fact that polarity isn't a counter type of thing.  It's not a counting game.  As long as I am doing what I need to do to be of service to others, or at least in an open heart I find that I'll be just fine.

Being of Service to Others ultimately is a form of accelerating your spiritual evolution if you begin utilizing it in a Work in Consciousness sense.  If you're Third Density this would be of great service potentially if guided properly or taken slowly and mastered with care and time invested thoughtfully.  As far as graduating goes, we just need to keep an open heart.

I forget that often.  Graduation isn't as much about intent, as it is about Doing and Being.  As far as polarization goes, I made my choice.  As far as that choice goes, in thought, in spoken word, and in action I just need to be 51% overall consistent and 'open-hearted' with people.  It'd be an extreme help in terms of polarizing if I utilized an open heart state to begin clearing my chakras on a more profound level overall.

I also forget that.  It's not about kundalini in the sense of we need to be as clear and open as possible.  That's for healers and people who want to perform work in consciousness.  As far as graduation goes, a minimal balance and openness to allow an Open Heart to begin with is all that is needed.  This mental configuration and emotional mannerism, in my mind at least, that allows us to be in an Open Heart may simply be seen as, Being Nonjudgmental and Accepting, then providing consideration of another like they're ourselves and genuinely feeling love for ourselves, apply that love to the other-self in order to also ultimately Accept and Forgive any and all perceived flaws of the individual and provide them Compassion and Love in a friendly caring manner.  Being of Service at that point if you desire, or simply being accepting and forgiving of any situation and looking for the lessons found within it.

It's a very deep and dark place to believe yourself messed up in intention towards desiring to be harvested by being selfish when you want to be selfless.  It's not worth the thoughts, the doubts or worries or fears that come with that train of thought.

My opinion, Folk, thank that thought for the path it has offered towards self-doubt, and forgive yourself for having that thought, and continue focusing on doing what you want to do in intent of being service to others.  Just remember, worrying about graduating isn't helpful at all to us.  We're better off looking at these doubts that creep up, and using them to understand what issues in our selves we are perceiving that makes us have the doubt in the first place.

I really want to reiterate this to everyone too.  Don't fret over intention too much, analyze it, look for the lessons behind it if you discover something about yourself doesn't resonate with yourself (looking at you, Gemini ).  Being of an Open Heart truly and sincerely is all we need to do.  There's a lesson in Karma here too, the key to ending karma is forgiveness.  In an Open Heart you use Love to Forgive all things of yourself and others through yourself.  51% of that applied and held across your life may as well be consistent with being of service to others mentally, emotionally, and spiritually alone which would accomplish a desire of harvest, which though selfish, such is 49% allowable (not that I'd recommend allowing yourself to be that close to the threshold if you will) while still allowing for a 4th Density Harvest in a sense.  Finally in simply doing so with ourselves directed towards otherselves, we may find our lives also improve as well, so long as we don't get hasty and push forward faster than we meant to do so if we desired to do so at all.

I...Haven't been able to feel so clearly able to explain myself in a while.  Thank you Folk-love, really, thank you for providing me the chance to express these remembered concepts from the Law of One and the Law of Attraction.  I think I needed to hear them, from my own fingertips, more than you possibly