05-16-2015, 02:44 AM
Sit comfortaby--
I'm going to attempt to try meditation sitting in a chair on some pillows.
I do have hemorrhoids so there are times where this sitting comfortably won't work. I've tried meditating lying down, which when i was 20 got me a very interesting vocal thought from a female voice that only said, No Repair. Which i took was a sign that meditation wasnt going to fix me.
That. I think i need to do some daily LBRP on my house. I was talling to Yera about it and she made me realize I do have a much easier time meditating not at home.
As far as I may know, I do think my home to have a few lovely 'Visitors of Mischief' who like to greet me. I used to think them just my own self greeting myself but after today, I do think my environment may not be an appropriate setting for meditation work unless I learn how to actually protect myself during meditation.
The few results of actual visualization or hearing things were in a bad light. The few good experiences occurred while I was impaired (my clue not to do that often).
Its raining out and i LOVE rain! I'm gonna go attempt to meditate outside in my backyard right now though. Hearing it from another, rather than reading it helps me a lot.
I'm provably more codependent than i admit. I might need to consider my CoDa group again.
I'm going to attempt to try meditation sitting in a chair on some pillows.
I do have hemorrhoids so there are times where this sitting comfortably won't work. I've tried meditating lying down, which when i was 20 got me a very interesting vocal thought from a female voice that only said, No Repair. Which i took was a sign that meditation wasnt going to fix me.
That. I think i need to do some daily LBRP on my house. I was talling to Yera about it and she made me realize I do have a much easier time meditating not at home.
As far as I may know, I do think my home to have a few lovely 'Visitors of Mischief' who like to greet me. I used to think them just my own self greeting myself but after today, I do think my environment may not be an appropriate setting for meditation work unless I learn how to actually protect myself during meditation.
The few results of actual visualization or hearing things were in a bad light. The few good experiences occurred while I was impaired (my clue not to do that often).
Its raining out and i LOVE rain! I'm gonna go attempt to meditate outside in my backyard right now though. Hearing it from another, rather than reading it helps me a lot.
I'm provably more codependent than i admit. I might need to consider my CoDa group again.
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