Minimally Harvestable

[Aion]

Yes, yes, the "all is well" broken record.

I apologize if I seem particularly exasperated by this notion as it has been rammed in to my head endlessly for years, especially on this forum and I don't know how to tell people that I am well aware of this. I am well aware of the unity of all things, well aware of the "Great Perfection" of all things and everything is perfect and blah, blah, blah. I get it.

I have been to unity, I have experienced total bliss, release and detachment from all things. I have felt absolute peace and experienced being a complete, in the moment, Creator. I get it.

None of that does anything towards helping me to know myself. You could perhaps say that while numerous people are seeking to rest in the state of bliss and all is well, I am actually going in the opposite direction. I found peace within myself, I found its source, I see the One, the Creator within me. Now I seek war, chaos, pain, these things inside of me that I may know them truly.

For me, I want to know why the Creator suffers. The peace, love, harmony and unity of the Creator is easy, clearly to be seen.