Minimally Harvestable

[Aion]

Easy to be bored when you have no purpose for yourself.

It's a little more complicated for me, since I'm one of the reasons the world is the way it is.

And it'll be complicated until you simply make peace with it. Not that complicated.

Speak for yourself, my friend, not for others.

I assure you, this is not some angsty expression of my woes, but thoughts and awareness which have come from many years of self-exploration. I accept that it is complicated and I would rather work through it thoroughly and properly than just wave my hand and "simply make peace". Making peace with it neither resolves my karma or my responsibility. I have no interest in peace that is unfounded.

Karma is there only to change your awareness of things, not for a payback or making up for something or because you've done wrong. Karmic cycles repeat until you succeed in perceiving things as you should perceive them to further grow.

My friend, my karma is my responsibility and my responsibility is taken and chosen by myself. You would not perhaps understand, but there is no outside force that gives me my karma, it is something I have chosen for myself. Like Ra, I am attempting to take responsibility for my actions that were misguided. I do this to achieve balance within myself.

For me, karma and responsibility are nearly the same thing. I do not 'have' to do anything, no, of course not. I have, however, chosen to take responsibility and so am acting in kind.