(05-11-2015, 08:53 PM)Tan.rar Wrote:(05-11-2015, 08:50 PM)Minyatur Wrote:(05-11-2015, 08:49 PM)Tan.rar Wrote: Easy to be bored when you have no purpose for yourself.
It's a little more complicated for me, since I'm one of the reasons the world is the way it is.
And it'll be complicated until you simply make peace with it. Not that complicated.
Speak for yourself, my friend, not for others.
I assure you, this is not some angsty expression of my woes, but thoughts and awareness which have come from many years of self-exploration. I accept that it is complicated and I would rather work through it thoroughly and properly than just wave my hand and "simply make peace". Making peace with it neither resolves my karma or my responsibility. I have no interest in peace that is unfounded.
Karma is there only to change your awareness of things, not for a payback or making up for something or because you've done wrong. Karmic cycles repeat until you succeed in perceiving things as you should perceive them to further grow.
I do think rememberance is unimportant because are we not all things? Maybe under a stronger veil you could forgive yourself from a new perspective of the whole.