05-06-2015, 12:42 AM
(05-05-2015, 11:54 PM)VanAlioSaldo Wrote: Believe me when I say I loved myself and All truly unconditionally for a while.
It doesn't always come back to you the way you want.
It really doesnt always go the way youd think it would. Sometimes people like me just need to see some love directed at us by another to know we're not alone completely. Its the continued prolonged perception of that alone which effects me the most.
And I do worry about myself. I want to get the help I need. Its all so expensive though.
I do not truly understand because this is very unlike me but you do seem a lot like my younger sister. She spokes of the same things and what you said reminds of working on how I could help her. She's currently in a center to keep herself from drinking for 3 weeks. She was disapointed about not being able to do it herself but to me it's still her using this tool to help herself. She spoke much of loneliness in the past weeks and how she wanted to have people to whom she could fully give her love and also people who would love her as much as she loves others. She's usually disapointed in her relationships with others.