Are Two Souls Better Than One?

[VanAlioSaldo]

I really do extend my own love and light out to you, and I do thank you for being here.

I have to say though, work in consciousness must be pretty powerful coming from you.

[...]had a prolonged and intense green-ray ( Heart-Chakra ) experience, which I theorise was when I first graduated, at least, Spiritually.

However this portion resonated with me more than anything else and I really want to ask about this experience.  What was it like?  And why do you think it means you've graduated, spiritually at least?

I read through the rest of the thread and no one else asked.

Your life could be a book, you should seriously consider writing an autobiography.  I'd like to read the part where you're uncertain if you're having a spiritual experience or just tripping your face off! That sounds like a recipe for a fun afternoon!

Greetings brother, 

Firstly, thank you for your kind words.

When I first activated my Green-Ray centre, it felt like I had strong warm glow in my chest, this was when I was 15. Back in my Raving days, at the beginning of my 20s, when I had taken MDMA, this warm glow became much more powerful and it felt like I had a star in my chest!

I suspect that this Green-Ray activation was evidence of graduating Spiritually because of my "understanding" of The Confederation's philosophy, which states that a positive polarization results in the activation of Red, Orange, Yellow and Green-Ray centres.

Since this experience, I have also activated my Indigo-Ray centre, but that was of a different order of intensity.

I have often considered writing an autobiography, but my current excuse, other than being a lazy sod, is that for legal and personal reasons, I'd have to leave half of it out, although I may actually eventually get around to writing it. It's not that I don't have the time!

However, I did spend nearly 15 years writing a book of philosophy, and if you haven't done so yet, you may find it interesting. All of the "juicy" Spiritual experiences I've had during this incarnation are detailed in my book. It's free to read online or download and you can also stream or download a free version of it as an audio-book on my soundcloud page. Just click on the URL that is my post signature, which takes you to my book's homepage.

If you do check it out, I would sincerely appreciate any feedback you may have to offer - positive or negative!

Stay well brother!

L & L 

Jim       

If time permits I'd love to!

I ask because I experienced it like my body awakening in an odd sense. First my desire shifted entirely to wanting to only provide unconditional love. At that point on it was like I awoke my chakra system. It's hard to describe in words. My thought's changed and I could maintain focus (during a time where a prior suicide attempt left my short term memory wonky and my attention span bad), I found I stopped being tired all the time and found an unknown Willpower, my Red Ray chakra almost effortlessly was balanced. My Orange Ray Chakra was quickly balanced when I began putting into practice Unconditional Love to the Heart, of myself and others. My Yellow Ray, despite being prior deactivated not only reactivated (which it's deactivation again afterwards was...ouch) but was balanced out slowly but in a manner that looking back, was wholeheartedly out of character with Who I Am. (My first hint that this occurrence was something more important than I give it credit for). My Green Ray was undoubtedly overflowing, I had people point out to me that they noticed something about me was different. I managed to fix the relationship with me and my Mom very well. I was able to come to terms and accept all the circumstances with my life in Yellow Ray.

When I began performing Blue Ray radiance of self, I had a few greetings that... Well. At one point, in midway-to-sleep I was dozing off into a dream, that at the time was just formulating thoughts and emotions, when a greeting occurred tricking me in my non-rationalizing state, to try and extend love to my murderer, who then manifested behind me in dream. Which, not realizing it was a dream, made my body physically believe it was being attacked. Which, thinking you're actually going to be killed, not fun. But from that experience I realized the great depth of Love provided by Jesus, and it really made the story of Jesus stick with me.
I got all the way up to Indigo Ray being open and clear, without a doubt I was operating just underneath the Crown Chakra with strong potential to move even further up. I managed to heal my own body of a wart on my finger (without treating it otherwise), showing me I was perhaps close enough to begin actually healing others.

Then just like that, it was like the experience was done occurring, and my Heart Chakra normalized or something happened. I lost the ability to meditate, my focus at times feels like it's not focusing! My thoughts all stopped being easy to control. I could no longer think straight, and ultimately, it felt like I was... Activated, in some manner of Green Ray.

It makes me hope your regards to spiritually graduating are correct, that'd take a huge burden off my mind. Already having fulfilled the needs to graduate, can I just focus on performing at my own pace now? haha

But truly, something about your experience and how you worded it draws me in.