08-07-2010, 01:23 AM
Hello Godz Enigma,
I find your story to be quite intriguing and must say that I have had several similar occurences such as you have described in earlier posts. I know that you had said that you felt wierd or crazy, but that cannot be the case if someone else has experienced similar things, right?
To start out, my earliest memory, and one I was able to hang on to, was of actually observing my physical self grow from an infinitesimal speck into a fetus. At a certain point, the memory gets dark and distorted, possibly when the time was right to inhabit the vessel. So indeed I do think it quite possible for you to have memories from an early age!
Also, regarding the moving points of light, you have no idea how joyful I felt reading that! I have encountered the same thing, but I have never met someone who sees it too. I remember often as a baby, I would stand up in my crib when the lights were off and just watch them with peaceful curiosity. They seemed to fill and even make up the very air in the room. They blinked in and out, swirled, formed patterns, and showed each color of the rainbow. My consciousness of them must have faded until just recently, when I have re-awakened. Now I can easily see them during or just after being in a meditative state, only I do not get the colors, just pure white dots.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I feel much less 'alone' in my experiences, and eagerly wait for the rest of your story
I find your story to be quite intriguing and must say that I have had several similar occurences such as you have described in earlier posts. I know that you had said that you felt wierd or crazy, but that cannot be the case if someone else has experienced similar things, right?
To start out, my earliest memory, and one I was able to hang on to, was of actually observing my physical self grow from an infinitesimal speck into a fetus. At a certain point, the memory gets dark and distorted, possibly when the time was right to inhabit the vessel. So indeed I do think it quite possible for you to have memories from an early age!
Also, regarding the moving points of light, you have no idea how joyful I felt reading that! I have encountered the same thing, but I have never met someone who sees it too. I remember often as a baby, I would stand up in my crib when the lights were off and just watch them with peaceful curiosity. They seemed to fill and even make up the very air in the room. They blinked in and out, swirled, formed patterns, and showed each color of the rainbow. My consciousness of them must have faded until just recently, when I have re-awakened. Now I can easily see them during or just after being in a meditative state, only I do not get the colors, just pure white dots.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I feel much less 'alone' in my experiences, and eagerly wait for the rest of your story