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[Shemaya]

Hi earth_spirit,


I would like to offer some insight based on my own experience.  I am not an expert, though I have had mystical experiences like you are describing.  First of all, it is not sinning or anything to be ashamed of.  It is a mystical experience.  I believe you are describing signs of kundalini awakening.  Kundalini is well documented in yogic traditions.  It is not widely accepted in mainstream religions like Islam, and Christianity, though mystical sects would have teachings about it.  In mystical Christianity the teaching  would likely speak of the Holy Spirit rather than "kundalini".  Sufi mystics, like Rumi the poet, understand ecstatic states like you have described. I do not know what the teaching is in Sufism, I am familiar with yoga and Christianity.  It is unfortunate that this phenomenon is so poorly understood in our various cultures, because , as you know, when it happened to you, you did not know who to ask or where to turn for information and understanding.

Here is what Ra says when Don Elkins asked about kundalini:

   

49.6 Questioner: What process would be the recommended process for correctly awakening, as they say, the kundalini and of what value would that be?



    Ra: I am Ra. The metaphor of the coiled serpent being called upwards is vastly appropriate for consideration by your peoples. This is what you are attempting when you seek. There are, as we have stated, great misapprehensions concerning this metaphor and the nature of pursuing its goal. We must generalize and ask that you grasp the fact that this in effect renders far less useful that which we share. However, as each entity is unique, generalities are our lot when communicating for your possible edification.

    We have two types of energy. We are attempting then, as entities in any true color of this octave, to move the meeting place of inner and outer natures further and further along or upward along the energy centers. The two methods of approaching this with sensible method are first, the seating within one’s self of those experiences which are attracted to the entity through the south pole. Each experience will need to be observed, experienced, balanced, accepted, and seated within the individual. As the entity grows in self-acceptance and awareness of catalyst the location of the comfortable seating of these experiences will rise to the new true-color entity. The experience, whatever it may be, will be seated in red ray and considered as to its survival content and so forth.

    Each experience will be sequentially understood by the growing and seeking mind/body/spirit complex in terms of survival, then in terms of personal identity, then in terms of social relations, then in terms of universal love, then in terms of how the experience may beget free communication, then in terms of how the experience may be linked to universal energies, and finally in terms of the sacramental nature of each experience.

    Meanwhile the Creator lies within. In the north pole the crown is already upon the head and the entity is potentially a god. This energy is brought into being by the humble and trusting acceptance of this energy through meditation and contemplation of the self and of the Creator.

    Where these energies meet is where the serpent will have achieved its height. When this uncoiled energy approaches universal love and radiant being the entity is in a state whereby the harvestability of the entity comes nigh.

I think that Ra's answer to the question is a little convoluted and hard to understand.   I bolded what I felt was most important to understand in this quote.  As Ra says, it is greatly misunderstood on our planet overall.  What I understand from Ra's answer is this. First, as spiritual seekers, we are "raising" our kundalini in our seeking.  This is done by clearing the energy centers.  There are 7 main centers corresponding to the colors of the rainbow, according to Ra.  As the energy centers clear (through self-acceptance and awareness of catalyst) the energy (kundalini) rises.   Ra speaks of a dipole in the energy flow, as in north and south pole.  It is the meeting of these two that causes the ecstatic and orgasmic experiences you speak of.

Does anyone know the meaning of these kinds of feelings? I wonder why they happen, and what they signify.

I think it signifies an awakening of your body's energy system/ light-body/ Spirit.  I think it happens because the Holy Spirit or your Soul or your Higher Self (whatever term you feel comfortable with to describe your Greater Being)  is connecting with you in your current incarnation.