Looking at Despair

[ScottK]

The despair spoke to a sense of - 'this will never change.  I won't ever be able to change or understand this'.  But I didn't truly allow myself the full experience of that Despair.  It was too much and too threatening.

so quite often the solution to suppressed Despair is a sense of future Hope; or somehow it will be better in the future.  

That is not a real answer though.  It never solves the root problem of the suppressed experience of that Emotion.

I'm always fascinated by the use of the word "never" - and in this case, with respect to the shift or Wilcock.  In this context, it's a highly emotional word that speaks of great frustration.

Change is really going on all around you now, and it's massive change.  But the things you don't prefer about the world are now very much "in your face", so many (especially those who have awakened) feel a much greater urgency to see swifter and swifter change.  However, the change that is going on is not going on collectively at that faster speed you desire.  But the deception against mankind is consistently being flushed out and the veil is being lifted - and the darkside can't exist without deception! 

Wilcock has merely relayed what he has been told.  He relays what someone's plans are - probably someone pretty high level.  But if mankind isn't ready collectively, or if something goes wrong, it isn't gonna happen.  The other thing is that the disinformation plan of the elite has been to create this seemingly never ending cycle of hope-despair-hope-despair to wear you down.  The purpose of this being that when the takedown of the financial system occurs, the good people who will need to show the way for the rest will be so beaten down that they don't care anymore.  The darkside would then capitalize on the void by offering a brand new deception..

When you look back at the world 10 years from now, you probably won't recognize the place, but 1 month from now, it'll probably look pretty much the same.  Patience is a most difficult thing to learn and accept.

Using the catalyst you receive on a day-to-day basis is obviously a really good idea.  But to give up hope on a better outside world - I will "never" go there.