What does anybody predict will be the future of this octave of densities?

[Minyatur]

Why do you find yourself bored? I am sorry about your soul mate. Anything is possible.

Well I'm not bored but when I asked my higher self why I chose to incarnate it I perceived boredom...

About my soul mate it's fine, I always knew she would not leave my mind and I always was fine with that. My spiritual awakening started to happen after I lost her but I am pretty sure our story goes well beyond this human life. She loved me but my prescence did not radiate love which was what she needed to fight off her depression and anxiety. This is the third time I lost her but this time she is with another so I know not if the cycle will repeat again. There's just this gravity that I can feel pulling me to remind me that a part of myself is missing.

I understand. Do you think your presence radiates love now? I am working desperately to radiate love. I can feel all my lower chakras open and surging, even my pineal gland is always buzzing. My heart and throat have terrible blockages. Even though, I have worked through many. I am sorry plenum, I do not wish to discuss my catalyst at the present. Please excuse, my rudeness. I know you try to help. I send you thanks, and as much love as I can muster. I respect you greatly plenum, I have read many of your post.

I do radiate love when I think it is needed but not so much in general.