Who Else Feels Naive?

[AnthroHeart]

I feel I wandered from the next Octave. But I have fallen short many times.
I feel innocent and naive. This 3rd density rubs me the wrong way many times.
Before was such peace and love. And in Infinity, ANYTHING is possible.
It goes beyond All That Is, to All That Can Be.

But I get so sad, and so distant here. It is a hard place to live.
I have mental illness. I am surprised I can hold a job.

Anyone else feel naive or innocent? Like they wandered from somewhere truly extraordinary?