04-03-2015, 09:24 AM
I'm an internal Aquarius (moon sign), so I know what it's like to have your head in the clouds. However, I have been frustrated with the body many times but I have never found myself hating it or holding anything against my bodily existence. I always have to remind myself that the reason my body is so inefficient is because of the level on which I am existing and I forgive it for that. I have had experiences of being suicidal, I have even been at the edge of the attempt but in the end I realized that it was only running away from what was going on in my life. I decided to stop running, to turn and face what life has in store for me. Since then, I haven't ever felt suicidal in any serious way.