08-02-2010, 12:38 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-02-2010, 01:04 AM by Godz Enigma.)
Hi
Well...there is a little more i would like to add to my story..It's pretty important ( at least to me..heh. )..and happened Last week ( on wed. ).
I was watching the ancient aliens marathon on History channel ( as usual ) and taking notes...of stuff to look into. Anyhow, My mother came in from work, and we started talking. My mother, while open minded, is not a believer of the things i am....or rather, she is blocked by her relationship to yehoshua, to let any other information lift her awareness... that's really the only way i know how to define her beliefe's..
anyhow, she says to me " I don't think i ever told you this...but your father and i were n bed one night, just talking....and then, I asked your dad... "WHat just happened?" He said " I don't know" My mom said that it seemed like time had frozen, and slowed down and she couldnt move. She said, it happened to my dad too, because when she asked what had happened, he said he didnt know..but SOMETHING.
When she told me this....i felt so dizzy i thought i was going to throw up. I'm 37...and just now hearing that. ..with everything else i believe...and have felt...it's a confirmation..the one i have been asking for. I have been very open with my mother just recently about my beliefes. I think she knows what i have been telling her is true..and why i believe the way i do. I also now believe that she is scared, because my awakening is bringing back memories she has blocked...
I went into the chat forum that night( wed.), there were 2 people in there, i'm sorry i dont remember your names. And i was needing to talk to someone about what my mother had told me, i didnt want to POST it at the time. I lost connection, and could not get back on the site, up until today. ( i left thursday for another trip to the country)..
anyhow...thats where i am. LOL
anyfeedback is appreciated. TBH, i'm a little freaked out by it still....
thanx,
Godz~
Hi Naste~
Was i very relaxed when i saw the ribbons of color coming from the cats? Yes.
I was laying in bed, thinking, loving them, and watching them play...appreciating them.
I don't recall a violet ray...it was if...there were little ribbons of color streaming from each one... They each had a different color. Yellow, was Kani, My oldest one....My second oldest Max, was red or orange...and Loki, my youngest and the one i am most close to now was purple.
oh! isn't purple considered violet? Humm..! LOL
I do too.
My first Tarot Card Deck was the Conway and Knight Shapeshifter deck. I bought it about 9 years ago..I got it because i was drawn to it, then had it and never used it, and even gave it away once to a friend. She never used it, and said she wanted to give it back...that was about 5 years ago, now it's the only one i have and use. lol
*EDIT* When i said " i do too" i meant that i am drawn to certain anthro's, not having Telepathic contact! LOL how do you do that?
Well...there is a little more i would like to add to my story..It's pretty important ( at least to me..heh. )..and happened Last week ( on wed. ).
I was watching the ancient aliens marathon on History channel ( as usual ) and taking notes...of stuff to look into. Anyhow, My mother came in from work, and we started talking. My mother, while open minded, is not a believer of the things i am....or rather, she is blocked by her relationship to yehoshua, to let any other information lift her awareness... that's really the only way i know how to define her beliefe's..
anyhow, she says to me " I don't think i ever told you this...but your father and i were n bed one night, just talking....and then, I asked your dad... "WHat just happened?" He said " I don't know" My mom said that it seemed like time had frozen, and slowed down and she couldnt move. She said, it happened to my dad too, because when she asked what had happened, he said he didnt know..but SOMETHING.
When she told me this....i felt so dizzy i thought i was going to throw up. I'm 37...and just now hearing that. ..with everything else i believe...and have felt...it's a confirmation..the one i have been asking for. I have been very open with my mother just recently about my beliefes. I think she knows what i have been telling her is true..and why i believe the way i do. I also now believe that she is scared, because my awakening is bringing back memories she has blocked...
I went into the chat forum that night( wed.), there were 2 people in there, i'm sorry i dont remember your names. And i was needing to talk to someone about what my mother had told me, i didnt want to POST it at the time. I lost connection, and could not get back on the site, up until today. ( i left thursday for another trip to the country)..
anyhow...thats where i am. LOL
anyfeedback is appreciated. TBH, i'm a little freaked out by it still....
thanx,
Godz~
(07-20-2010, 10:02 AM)Namaste Wrote: It is incredible to look back and one's life, and see how the (at the time) seemingly unrelated events led you to where you are. Doing so is a very good subject for reflection and contemplation, and can help one see the bigger picture that the higher self is aware of. It helps to let go and trust your instincts and have courage with the unknown.
Attracted to the cat-lady; own three cats; three cat statues - you could say you have an affinity for them :¬)
I do myself, and they seem to graviate to me wherever I am. We're looking after three at the moment, and I find it hard to not spend time with them (I get very little work done)! Beautiful.
It sounds like you saw the violet ray; the totality/balance of the mind.body/spirit complex. Were you feeling very relaxed and at peace at the time?
Hi Naste~
Was i very relaxed when i saw the ribbons of color coming from the cats? Yes.
I was laying in bed, thinking, loving them, and watching them play...appreciating them.I don't recall a violet ray...it was if...there were little ribbons of color streaming from each one... They each had a different color. Yellow, was Kani, My oldest one....My second oldest Max, was red or orange...and Loki, my youngest and the one i am most close to now was purple.
oh! isn't purple considered violet? Humm..! LOL
(07-20-2010, 01:17 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: I actually identify more with certain anthro beings, 1/2 wolf and 1/2 human, and have established telepathic contact of sorts with one.
I do too.
My first Tarot Card Deck was the Conway and Knight Shapeshifter deck. I bought it about 9 years ago..I got it because i was drawn to it, then had it and never used it, and even gave it away once to a friend. She never used it, and said she wanted to give it back...that was about 5 years ago, now it's the only one i have and use. lol*EDIT* When i said " i do too" i meant that i am drawn to certain anthro's, not having Telepathic contact! LOL how do you do that?