07-31-2010, 11:51 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-31-2010, 11:57 AM by Questioner.)
(07-31-2010, 03:57 AM)@ndy Wrote: this isn't really the kind of thing that falls into conversatin at mother an baby groups easily.
Well, you now have some of Mother Earth's fellow kids here, happy to talk with you. Ra emphasizes that this density of existence we're in is not one of understanding, just of learning a few basics. Spiritually speaking, then: goo goo ga ga to you!
Quote:times I've been most content were the years I've spent as an animal nurse, or absored writing the website I have for parnets of kids with eczema.
A friend asked me last nigth what I felt I should be doing - and my instant answer was to say 'healing the earth'
Healing the earth, helping animals, kids, and parents be free of suffering... all this sounds like a wonderful path of loving support. I can picture someone being so helpful in those ways, with a happy sigh of contentment.
Quote:I guess I also feel I have her a debt to pay too.
This is a topic that comes up around here. I feel a real strength of this community is strong support at clearly thinking this through.
I feel that the channeled material at this site isn't that big on karmic retribution. The main theme I pick up about that is to simply become free of whatever blocked your light and love in the past, so that they can flow more freely today.
It seems to me that the AA/12 Step concept is compatible here. First be open to Heaven's help freeing you of whatever led to the problems and ask for that to happen. Then make amends where the attempt doesn't hurt anyone, including yourself. If that is done, guilt has served its purpose. Beyond that, further focus on guilt is no longer a signpost arrow to corrective action, but turns into a dagger of shame that hurts your own heart without healing anyone.
Indigestion...
The Ra material is like a big spiritual buffet. Let's see if we can help you find more appetizing ways to fill your plate without too many big bites.
Remember you can always take a few things to munch, and go back for more. Enlightenment, cocktail party style.
If the material here resonates but is somewhat overwhelming, then I suggest you start with the material Carla wrote. She has a wonderful gentle, patient way to explain spiritual concepts step by step. 101: the Choice at http://www.llresearch.org/publications/p...e_101.aspx could be a nice start - there's a free excerpt here. At http://www.llresearch.org/publications.aspx, her Wanderer's Handbook could help you decide whether or not you feel the Wanderer concept applies to you.
Or you could simply start with the current year's channeling transcripts, pick whichever themes seem useful to you and work your way back, at http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/tr..._year.aspx. In general the Q'uo material is more focused on day to day life rather than the Ra material's huge range of conceptualism and theory. Q'uo is the response to Carla's request for a less intense contact. On the forum, the Sessions in Focus area is about responses to particular messages from Q'uo and the occasional other L/L Research material that's not Ra. Strictly Law of One is about particular messages from Ra.
Secrets of the UFO is a nonfiction discussion of Don and Carla's investigations before the Ra contact, and Esmerelda is their only fiction work, a novel that summarizes what they had learned at this time. I found that the Ra books were much easier to understand when I came back to them after reading these other books.
P.S. If you could run your words through a spell checker, that would help catch some typos that can be distracting. You're usually just off by one or two letters. Software's really good these days at suggesting the word you probably meant.